feeling blue...

One of my closest friend has got admission in Mumbai …and I don’t know how to react…I mean ofcourse im happy for her but its kinda weird. I mean the whole thing that she won’t be in delhi anymore and all that…we are friends since the last 3 years throughout college we have shared everything but guys ;) k so now u l say there are cell phones and mails and orkut and all that but still its kinda weird…I might not be talking to her everyday anyway but still its not the same when you are in different locations you know…its like here she was always there…I mean she has done everything for me…(we have even traveled in a DTC bus together, which we didnt otherwise…so that was a big deal for both of us….then we have walked for kilometers …had a ride on a tonga)…I mean she even fills all my forms…all my college life she has filled all my forms . infact all entrance forms that I filled were as she forced me to apply…even though we are extremely different people with the same zodiac…we have never fought…ya NEVER fought…yes we have had our arguments and our cold wars but never fought…we have made a film together and made all college projects together…I mean even if we would get a zero we would still stick to making them together(though we never got a zero…and dint do that bad) we have shopped together…infact I guess only my mom and avantika (my friend )can actually know what will look nice on me…without my being there also she can guess what will suit me… I mean we tried the underpass drive for the first time (not that we are bad drivers but we wanted som1 to be around incase something happens) but vaise she thinks im not a very good driver …anyways that isn’t true… Jwe can spend hours together without giving a dam about the place…we always have something to talk…I mean I really cant recall if we were ever at a loss of words…but now I am because I really cant put into words how im feeling coz I still don’t know how im feelin…I mean as I was saying im happy for her but who will fill all my forms yaar…k jokes apart I really wish this distance puts NO DISTANCE between us and we still call each other when we need to cry or just say senseless thing or just talk about guys or just bitch…I mean all I can say is u rock babes n I wish u all the very best for ur life ahead…and im gonna miss u lots and if I write anymore then…u know…so ….